PoV- Relationships card~*

Hey hey~ Its PoV again! :)

I'll like to publish what i have to my close friends, so, this blog is not for advertising whatever bullshits i want the world to know. hmm...when i started this blog, i was thinking, "Hey, am i gonna let the world know all about my private stuffs? What's the use of a online diary when i can write it in a book?" Actually i love writing it all down...more private, can write anything you want and no one will find out(most properly).

But you see, why i started this is because:
1) Its kinda fun at the beginning. dunno when i'll stop. haha~*
2) Because pple dun understand what the hell i'm talking about sometimes~ kinda irritating...but i like it~~~haahAHAa~*
2) Maybe i really want people to know who i am. I want pple to find out.(paradoxical, but that's what happening to alot of pple in life. THey don't want to be poor, but actually deep in the unconscious mind, they want to be poor because there are reasons for not wanting to be rich as well )

Talk about the unconscious mind next time. ;) For this, i'll recommend 2 of Hiromi's books, namely; 《幸福，从心开始》 and 《驯夫讲座》.The first book deals with happiness in life. If you believe that you deserve happiness, this is a definite MUST-READ!!!!
For book 2, if you're a lady, whether single or married, if you desire to find the man, the love of your life and live together to ripe old age, this is WHAT YOU MUST 100% READ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't say any further, but you will know after reading it. ;) its only available in Taiwan, because singapore don't really have alot of good chinese books around. haizZz.. Anyone wanna place orders? haha~ I will get a few copies the next time my friend goes to Taiwan. ;) The first book is available at Kino, hopefully there's stocks because the last time i went to search for it, its all sold out.

Ok! so what "Juicy issues" this time?
Issue: Should i stay on hanging to the same guy, hoping things will turn out the way i want it to, or should i go move on?

Card 1:Valuelessness -Feelings of worthlessness tied in with guilt (often hidden under compensation)
Valuelessness is a core feeling of the unconscious mind which is so painful that we feel as if we are totally worthless. Valuelessness is closely linked and tied in with guilt. Much of this feeling comes from places where, as a child, there was a traumatic family happening, and we blamed ourselves, left our centres and went into sacrifice. But this just increases the feeling of valuelessness. Typically, we compensate for this feeling by becoming practical and hard workers to 'prove' that we are useful and not merely decorative. But all of this 'proving' our worth doesn't allow for very much receiving. The receiving it does allow for is lost in paying off the stress of working so hard. Many times people will have spent a whole lifetime working hard and doing useful projects. Then they come to the end of their life and feel it was all valueless.

Using the card: If you receive this card, you are being asked to look at the feeling of valuelessness as the core source of the present problem or situation. Also, look for signs of compensation which hide the feeling from us, because we will have to face it at some point. With this card, just sit down for a moment and ask what Heaven's value is for you, or what your Higher Mind has to say about your value. If you intuitively ask what earlier situation brought on the feelings or situation showing up now and imagine yourself back in that situation, you will see the Light within you reconnecting you with everyone in the situation. Ask your Higher Mind to return you to that centre of peace, innocence and being, where grace can pour through you to help heal the situation. Your Higher Mind can accomplish this for you, and you can just witness it. When it occurs you will have a feeling of peace. However, if this isn't accomplished easily, or if the peace doesn't feel complete, it means there is an earlier trauma than the one you have reconnected with which must be healed. At the core of all misunderstandings and all problems there is an experience of separation. When the reconnection is made, the problem is healed.


Card 2: Inspiration - Willingness to receive answers with inspired energy; intuition
Inspiration means you don't have to figure things out, or think about them. Ideas and answers pop into your head and the energy carries you forward, if you allow it to. Planning (which is not the same as setting goals) is a way of ritually killing all inspiration, which transcends the need for planning. There is nothing you need do for inspiration, except to have the willingness to receive it. Inspiration goes beyond thinking, to creativity itself. Today you will receive the concept which grants success. Not only is the answer waiting for you, it will be one which is exciting to receive - with the emphasis on receiving more than doing. Today you will see the world in a new way; you will see the natural connection between ideas and people, answers will be given to you and everything will be moved forward to a new level. While inspiration is about seeing and feeling the way forward, it is mostly about 'knowing' the way forward. Inspiration brings both the answer and the inspired energy with it, so that you are carried with the energy, and there is no effort on your part.

Using the card: If you receive this card today, you may be receiving inspiration which will inspire others, or find that others are inspiring you. You may find that you are inspiring - or being inspired by - those you love the most, your co-workers, or someone else around you. This gift is a present for you. If there seems to be any blocks today, stay aware and be open to the possibility that the answer wants to come to you easily and with fun.


Card 3:Success - Self-recognition; feeling of achievement; receiving for yourself and others
Success as a Gift card means a whole new level of success is coming into your life, with which you will feel you have achieved significantly and move forward a great deal. A new level of recognition, of having what you want and of success in every area can come about for you – if you allow it. You are reaching a new horizon in your life; as you do, you will know that other horizons will spring up before you, and that this is a movement forward in recognising both yourself and your natural gift of success. Receiving this as a gift for yourself is to receive it as a gift for those around you; as a gift principle, as you succeed, you give these people your permission for success.

Using the card: If you receive this card today, it means everything is coming your way. Any blocks which are presenting themselves to you are doing so because either there is something for you to learn (in order to increase your success), or there is a certain fear of letting go of control, which stops your natural success. When you ski, you don’t control the mountain. You go with its flow. In the same way you just allow success; it is neither giving up, or trying to make it all happen your way. The best way for success to happen is imminent, so be open to this gift today. Success is really an attitude and a choice, and the more you share it with others, the more it is reinforced in you. Receive success today as a gift. Your giving of yourself has naturally succeeded. Now is the time to reap the reward. Enjoy your success. Share it with those around you. Be ready as the next horizon appears.
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Hmm.....sounds "chim"?
Well, most of the time, only people who went for PoV will understand the card's meanings. :)

Well, Valuelessness...to me... perhaps it means that i felt like a nobody to him. Maybe not even a friend. Earlier tramua, i still remember when i was 7, it was the first time i didn't have a birthday celebration. Being the princess of the family, i felt so sad.... but we didn't have the money to buy a cake. My father, seeing me so upset, brought me to Orchard road....i remembered that i was feeling guilty for wanting to have a birthday cake when we are poor, so all the while in orchard road, my head hang low....looking at the "fruits"tiles along the orchard road(If u realise, there are tiles like that). That was my memory of Orchard road (i grew up not liking that place at all, but i'm ok with it now).

We walked into A&W( fast food restaurant which stopped operations years ago). My dad bought me a meal, and i still remembered, he didn't want to eat. He wanted it all for me. That curly-fries, i still remember. I was so sad.... No more birthday celebrations ever after.....

So, every year, i felt birthday is like a sad thing... even this year, when i celebrated birthday, i felt so sad...for wanting pple to join me, but i felt bad for not being able to treat them. I felt like i have made everyone suffer with me, like my dad did... Everytime i recall this happening, i still feel like crying....Unforgettable, and i have to learn to forgive myself...(letting go is hard. so work harder!! Inspiration and Success~*)



















Friends enjoying A&W fries after a hearty meal at .... i forgot which restaurant. I think its pizza hut. AHAHaAH~~~*
Hey! i got this picture from KL (Kuala Lumpur, not Kok Leong!) December '06! I was so delighted to see A&W operating there!!!! I'll look for it one day and bring back a meal for my dad!!! haaAHaA~*

oH man~ i love curly fires from A&W!!!! McDonald's can't beat them to that!!!



















We were at KL to attend 陈安之's course. He's the top Asian discipline of Anthony Robbins. Motivational and potential development trainer, he's World renowned, most famous in Asian countries like, China, Taiwan and Malyasia. I even had a photo with him! Wow i really know how to divert topics. From the way i write blogs, now i know partially why pple can't understand me....hahaAHaA~~*

Hmm that's all for today! Next blog should be, the qualities of a guy i look for! ;) Waiting for my "window opening period". “打开心窗” haAHaA~*