Friday, May 29, 2009

Sweet dream~ :)

I had, finally, a sweet dream today...during afternoon nap. So sweet that i didn't want to wake up and go for RCIA session.. haha~*~


I just dreamt that he reconciled with me, and that we're back together. I can't remember what happened in the dream, but i just woke up feeling very happy...as if it was real... i missed the happy moments.. :)

Coincidentally, during RCIA session today, we discussed about "Repentance and Growth"!

We've got a scenario that we need to act out.

A family with 2 children, which consist of a faithful husband and strayed wife who had a lover...

We have to come up with the ending of the stories..

So, Sarah, one of the Catechumens, told us a real life story.

There was a charming man with a beautiful wife, and a baby boy. Subsequently, the wife fall in love with an ugly man (we don't know how it happened). When all things seems lost, the faithful husband prayed all these while, for a miracle to happen. That is, for his wife to come back to him.

For 6 months, he's been praying hard. And it happened. She really did come back to him. This story is very short, and details were not given (because we were told just to act out a scenario). But this is a true real life story of a repentant wife who come back to her forgiving husband.

So, what does this mean to me?
Have faith!! Pray for a miracle...when all seems lost, turn towards God the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit and away from sin.. I'm really gonna pray more Novenas, more daily prayers for this BIGGEST miracle to happen in my life..that he gets enlightened by the Father, Son and Holy Spirit..and come back to Christ..and if it is the Lord's Holy will, back to me as well..

The whole story also depicts the faithful man as the Holy Trinity, the wife as Believers, the 3rd party as Satan/Man/Power/Money/Control,etc. A Conversion must be present for Believers, to turn away from evil, and towards the Father through Jesus. It is then, Reconciliation will occur...for people to acknowledge love, confess all sins and have an absolution to stay away from sins.

Starting from Moss' time, people have been turning away and coming back to God, time to time. E.g. Moss times, Prophet's time where Hosea marries Harlot Gomen, Ezekiel's time..and John the Baptist, who is known for his baptism of repentance, when the Kingdom of God is at hand...

Really need to go and read up on the parts stated above...because i haven't started reading the Old Testement!! hahaaHA~~*

Its been sometime when i last felt inspired by God. Does this RCIA session signal anything to me? A sign by God? will pray for the gift of Discernment..

God's will be done.

Amen.