命中注定我爱你。。。

The TV serial 命中注定我爱你 just finished its showing on tv recently..and this miracle happened to me.. =) Although its a short meeting, but its truely amazing Grace from God who arranged this special day...

A week ago, Jessica (the birthday girl from the previous blog post), private messaged me on Facebook to go clubbing @ Rebel, Clark Quay. Normally, i will reject it, because i HATED clubbing...its an activity that's loud, noisy, drinks that i don't normally go for... but somehow, i agreed! And i was spontaneous and excited about trying it out! I was amazed by my own excitement about it..and have actually looked forward to going for it...! It was a strange and happy feeling...~

So, my day on Friday (2 Oct '09) was rather full. It was a school day, students having exams. I went Chinatown with a fellow colleague for a meal, walked to Clark Quay for ice cream..tired when i reach home, had to go church for a monthly gathering....BEFORE i go clubbing @ night! I should be totally exhausted (which i am), but i still decide to Want to go for it!

Before i left church, i had a quick chat with the ladies there. I was dressed quite pretty, and they thought i had a date with a guy (yes i wished...), but i revealed to them that its Girl's night out...and told them i'm still thinking about my ex-boyfriend Anthony.... They prayed over for me..and of course, i pray that he will come back to Christ..and journey together with me.. =)

So i went over Jessica's place and we left together to go Clark Quay. Met Lisa there, din managed to get into 'Rebel', and went into 'Arena' (which is another club with live band).

The moment i stepped inside, the first person i saw.....ANTHONY!!! He's the last person i expect to see! Because he doesn't like clubbing at all!! He likes pubs, but he doesn't like all the dancings! And he's with his poly classmates (all don't look happening at all lah...)

Its definitely a sign from God...

What are the odds of him appearing in places we both are not likely to appear?? I was smiling non-stop, and he seemed quite happy to see me also..and although he left early because he's tired..nonetheless i felt extremely joyful that night... until i got tipsy and went home early also..ahhaaH~

All these, makes me recall how we got back in touch.. It was the Standard Chartered Marathon 2007. I was running towards the finishing line for my first race..the 10km race...and i saw you, waving at me. It was the first meet after a very long while...a long while since my last series of hatred for you which lasted for several years... but miraclously, i couldn't feel the hate anymore.. and we talked to each other since then... Thinking back, THAT was a miracle as well... =)

Until now, i still do not know why we broke up... and i believed its his inability to commit to a true relationship. Prehaps he still want to find whether there are any better "roses" out there, before turning back to retrieve the "already quite good" rose behind him....

Hope he's not too late to turn back.. and see clearly with his heart...

命中注定我爱你。。。actually, deep in my heart, i've already regarded him as my dear husband... how am i able to ever forget him...

"Heavenly Father, hereby i asked of you, to guide Anthony back to Christ.
If it is your Holy will, please guide him back to me...
I ask this, in Jesus Christ most precious name.
Amen"