Dull life...without him..

没有Anthony 的第375天。。。A year already.. i'm still lost.. without him...

Whenever i reach home, tired from work...fulfilling vocation in teaching, that still...never occupied my heart emptied by you... No one can fill me up like you did...

Are all circumstances against us now?... Can we ever be together again?
"第一次是偶然，第二次是必然，第三次是命中注定"...

Where is this so-called "Heaven" on earth?
As days for my pending Baptism comes nearer, journey on earth seems harder and harder...
Evil found its way to my weakness....its a tough battle...

"Jesus, you always welcomed little children when you walked on this earth. Teach me to have a childlike trust in you. To live in the knowledge that you will never abandon me."

Amen