Monday, March 1, 2010

28 Feb 2010!~*

It's the end of Feb!

Happy Birthday Mingjian! No 29th Feb, but it's alright. ;)

Well, updates during feb... hmm...No much.

School

Just alot of band practises (Tues, Thurs, Fri and Sat), and i still get to see him around almost all band practise. I'm not longing to see Ant anymore, just a very plain feeling. I hope to see him every band practise, but if he's not there, i'm ok with it... Maybe i'm just so used to it already..Maybe when competition ends and i'm REALLy not gonna see him for 2 years, i'll start to miss him again...whatever...

Recently, during CNY period, the band had an alumni and exco steamboat dinner gathering, and shimin, the band instructor aka my long time band mate, suggested going to Anthony's place for the steamboat instead. I thought for 2 weeks whether i should go for it. In the end, guess what? I went! So strange and sereal going back to my favourite home to be in...after 1.5 years.

Anthony's mum still remembers me, and mentioned that she misses me. .She gave me quite a big ang bao that day too...i know she loves me to be her son's gf or even to be her future daughter-in-law, but....that's not gonna happen, at least not for now...

I'm beginning to appreciate working in school as well! REcently i had a gathering with LS, MJ, Cynthia, KL and Pin. As they kept talking about work, i realised how FORTUNATE that i'm not really working for anyone. I don't have nasty bosses. No daily reports (just alot of meetings), alot of "Me as the boss" kinda situation, especially during classes. I felt like the boss, and everyday, i'm doing what i like! To inspire students, to share and not just to teach. Everyday is a fruitful day, except that i get depressed whenever i think about my love life... oh man...where's that miracle i'm praying for..but...anyway...Christ, amen.


Church

Getting baptised soon! Just went through election, where the Rite of Election was held last sunday @ St Anthony's church. Over 400 catechumens and candidates from the central and east zone were elected on saturday, 20 feb @ Divine Mercy church, and over 800 from West, North and Serangoon zone were elected on sunday, 21 feb @ St Anthony's church! :) Mass held by our Grace, Archbishop Nicholas Chia.

Alot of activities coming up for the month of March...will be very drained, but i pray for God's strength to fill me up, so that i can continue to do thy work that He wishes me to do...

Feelings about getting baptised: abit scared, not sure what's gonna happen during this season of Lent until Easter. Have been feeling extremely tired over these past few weeks..not sure why, just very very tired when i get home. Mahjong seems so tiring nowadays too..i just wanna sleep under my self-made altar, switch on my bedside lamp, and try to pray and communicate with our Father.

I pray hard for the miracle that i've always wanted, and also....I pray for the Lord, our Father in Heaven, Jesus Christ and our Holy Spirit, to guide the band and lead us to achieve our first Gold Medal for West Spring...

God's will be done.

Amen.