Vision Part II

My vision is to spread out to all, for everyone to enjoy a healthy and happy lifestyle! To expand this business empire, so that we are all able to enjoy not only health,and also wealth together.

I just happened to catch a glimpse of Miss Universe 2007 and a contestant was asked this question, "If you were to possess a superpower, what would you want to have?" Actually this question is posted by many interviewers, asked by many before.

"If i were to possess any superpower, i would want the power to heal. To heal not only people's health, but their hearts as well."

If people's heartbreaks, anger, fear, hatred, can be resolved and peace to be bestowed on mankind, how great can that be?

其心正，不令而行。

其心不正，虽令不从。

WBG's Founder, Dr. George Lim, has always mentioned that if a leader's heart is pure and filled with justice, even if there weren't commands given, people will follow them and their ways. If a leader's tainted with evil, even if commands are passed, people will not follow with their true hearts.

This is what have been advocated since the beginning of World Business Group, our true spirit. Many people in our industry have stained the whole industry's image with scandals and cheatings. What we do is to educate people that we are just like any entrepreneurs, wanting to build our business through a different form of distribution, with products which are really beneficial to mankind.

What's entrepreneurship? In our defintion, it is the ability to change people's lives, so that they can live better. This is the spirit of World Business Group (WBG).

Food for thought - Milk

Recently, i went to attend a health seminar held by 95.8城市频道and the speaker is 林光常, Dr. Luke Lin. Damn, he's an awesome speaker! Having us youngsters there, he didn't bore us with boring speeches like..."u know you must eat this...but why aren't you eating this....you know you shouldn't eat this...why are you STILL eating it...." He was lively, energetic, giving funny examples, and also presented us with amazing findings when he does his research.

One interesting research was regarding....
Milk! It is only for cows!
An extract from his book, "Dr. Luke Lin's Guide to Toxin-free Living"
Since childhood, the idea that milk is highly nutritious has been instilled in our minds. Milk is both a protein and calcium source, hence supermarket shelves are congested with a large quantity of assorted proteins which are not only significant causes of food allergies, but that also cause the stomach to secrete additional amounts of stomach acid and enzymes, making ulcers in the digestive system to flare up more intensely. Besides this, there are other ailments like chronic rhinitis, swollen lymph glands, chronic ear inflammation (otitis), etc.,that will show enormous improvement (not elimination straightaway) if one simply stops consuming dairy products.

Furthermore, the idea that milk and dairy products can compensate for the body's lost calcium is erroneous; in fact, the more protein is absorded by the system, the more calcium will be allowed to drain out of bone matter. Why??

After undergoing Pasteurization, the calcium contained in cow's milk will become non-organic: in this form it cannot fulfill the body's calcium requirements, and may also increase the incidence rate of gall or kidney stones, or of calculus formation. Moreover, once milk has been broken down in the digestive tract, a strong acid resembling "ammonia" is produced. Ironically, in order to re-establish a proper acid-base equilibrium, the alkaline calcium contained in the bones is dissolved and leeched out, thus leading t o a greater calcium deficiency.

This just goes to show that if one wishes to maintain a state of calcium equilibrium in the body and keep the bones strong and healthy, one ought to cut down on calcium consumption rather than taking a greater amount of calcium supplements.

Logical arguement will be, if you look into the statistics, nations like New Zealand, England, USA, milk productions stands a significant portion for their economy. However, the percentage of people in their nation suffering from Osteoporosis is very high!! Why?

So why are health articles still emphasizing on drinking Milk for calcium?
Let's start thinking, "Hey, where did these articles come from??" Ah ah....think from there...
The economy needs to go on functioning...their sales have to be good.. else..haha~~~SO.. Now you know..just cut down or simply stop taking dairy products!

Protein is easily available in soya products, tofu, nuts, etc. Go take these instead!
Any questions? feel free to bomb me and i'll provide logical reasonings. ;) heHe~~*

New Life!!~~* Embrace Freedom!~~*

Wow!! Finally! 4th May marked the end of uni-life and also, the start of new life!!!
Unlike any other uni-grads, i'm not planning to get a full-time office job. Although with the cert of an IT bachelors' degree, i am NOT gonna step into IT industry. At most, i'm planning to have a free-lance IT job @ pri or sec schools. Oh! Why? Because i love freedom! ENjoy freedom!! But what is freedom without money?? So, after discussing with my new "老大" Wilson, my income-provider for freelance IT jobs, he said on average, if i work for 4 hrs per day and if i rise to the trainer rank, i will at least be able to get $2K+!!! What is an office job to me man~ hahaAHA~~* I want freedom and that's it!

Of course, i'm not gonna live through freelance forever. That's not my goal. Its financial freedom that i have to strive for, if i want true freedom, to do whatever i want to do, to achieve whatever vision i wanna accomplish in life. Face the facts.有钱不是万万都能。但没钱，却是万万都不能！！Therefore, if the money has to go to someone, why not me? As long as it doesn't fall into bad hands. ;)

Therefore, i declare myself when you ask me,"What are you doing now?"
I'll reply, "I'm a networker of WBG!"
What's WBG? It is the Top 3 MLM company from Singapore!
And what is a networker? Basically, i'm into the distribution of top-quality biotechnology products, Indinine and Kinertec!

What is Indinine? It is ENERGY food for cells!!!!!!
And what is Kinertec? It is Cell REVITALISING technology!!!

I am so damn proud to be part of WBG, as i love the people culture and education there, whereby we focus on people cultivation.
《修身，齐家，治国，平天下》If one is able to cultivate good characters (honour,integrity, honesty)and skillsets, he/she will be able to manage their family well. If they are able to work right from their family well, with the right mind and skillsets, they will be able to rule the country well and bring peace to the nation. What we educate is, as long as we learn the right mindset, how to 做人，学会做人的道理，处事之道，沟通，领导，with the right business education and skillsets, we will be able to move from one industry to another wherever we go to. People are fundamental building blocks of a community, a company, a nation. Every empire, with the right people with the right mindsets, will be able to long live the ages.

Why MLM? We're in the transition, unknown to most people, of having the whole industry turning towards "MLM-style" of distribution. For example, i heard from a friend of mine who just got a job from Singapore Technologies (ST), that if she is able to recruit a friend to join the company, she will earn $1000. WOW!!! Even ST is using this method to recruit people!!!

Ever heard of Warren Buffet? The 2nd richest man on earth(after Microsoft's Bill Gates)! An investment guru. Ever heard of Richard Branson? He's the CEO of Virgin Corporations(Heard of Virgin mobile? yeah that's one of his company). They are investing into Network marketing companies!!! Think they are dumb? Think again. Citigroup, Nestle, Bodyshop, are ALL into MLM style of distribution...so...haha~~ Imgine about the style of life and business next time...perhaps 5-10 years from now...

Why am i proud of WBG? One of the reasons is being, Mr. Nicholas Chia, CEO of WBG and ex-investment banker, now current Chairman of Direct Selling Association of Singapore (DSAS) has fought hard to change the perception of Network Marketing Companies in Singapore. He has even won the rights to hold the World Congress of Direct Selling to be held in Singapore in 2008!!!

Very hard he has fought to change the image of MLM Companies, DSAS is like the representation of CASE, whereby any complaints of misconduct, cheatings, can be made to DSAS against the members of DSAS. There are currently ONLY 20 companies in DSAS, which goes to say that the 100++ over MLM companies in Singapore are not...hmm...you know.... that credible enough. With the tarnished image, state of chaos left behind since the 70s til now, Mr. Nicholas Chia strives to project the Professional image of Credibility and Accountability that we ought to bring across.

Having MLM legalised since 2000, the local Direct Selling industry was worth SGD 538million, with more than 400,000 individual distributors. Globally, the movement is similarly bullish: between the years 1988 and 2004, estimated retails sales by Direct Selling tripled from USD38 billion to USD99 billion!!! Industry watchdogs only forecast further growth.

I like this challenge.I love this fight. I want to stay with WBG and fight through, against any misjudgements, mistaken view about MLM companies. Its the people, not the structure or way of selling that people dislike or hate. If the "upbringing" in the company is good, the "family" will be good, else, politics in traditional biz, scandals and cheatings aren't that different from the chaos created from MLM in the early 70s, isn't it logical?

Oh boy, so much about what i love about my career, hehe~
I dreamt about a real great hug from someone that i wanted MOST last night!! It was so real!!!!!! Oh man... I feel so much love.... just a one-liner here...so i will never forget about having that dream... :) Beautiful dream......~* Love will come soon~ ;)

Bukit Panjang Govt. High and Teck Whye Combined Military Band

Due to the delayed broadcasting of Vision Part II, i now present you (Courtesy of Carine!~~* Love ya~!) with my all-time favourite band,

BT BAND

Central Judging of Display Bands Yr 2000

The volume is not too good here. The volume for the next video on Yr 2002 is much better. ;)

I always wanted all my close friends (whether sec sch, jc, uni or wbg friends) to see BT Band and the BT BAND spirit!!! This is like a dream come true!!!

This is when i was in Sec 4. Although my favourite is still Band Comp '98(the old video tape is collecting dust on top of my desk), this is also an unforgetable year where i learnt lots of leadership skills, getting pissed-off most of the time, and having my AAC aka "Anti-Annie Club" with Kumar being the Club President ( ahaHAaha~~* and i still love you friend~* ;P)

1st formation: Hmm... i think it was 4 zeros. haha~* forgot liao.

2nd formation: Tulip!!

3rd formation: Orchid~~* Jumping, supposed to be color changing one (We kept our secret weapons to be used during the finals, haaha)~!! Spent the most time practicising that~*

4th formation: Lotus. Oldies feel~

5th formation: Hmm...we always called it the Olympics rings. Looks like sunflower with Big round petals.

6th formation: S21. To symbolise Singapore 21st century.

We even participated in the National Day Parade 2001 when i was in JC1(this is where i earned my 120 hours of CIP!!). Have you ever imagined, 60,000 people looking at you, and you are not alone. 140 strong team is with you. When the mace rises (the stick which the drum major holds), all goes silent. An immense feel of honour and glory streamming fast in our blood, we were all excited to present the best that we have.

And the mace drops. Drummers rolls their drums and we march off!! Within 8 mins, which feels like split seconds, all's finished! 7months of practice ends within a few mins. Hardwork, everyday during the weekends and holidays, we spent hours (7am to 6pm) under the hot sun, drizzling light rains, windy comfy weathers, All was well paid-off with the comradeship, loyal friendships natured.

Central Judging of Display Band Yr 2002

1st Formation: 6 rows with the Axillary (A) Team as flag team in between.

2nd Formation: Clam~ haha~~*i love it very much~

3rd Formation: Seashell by the seashore. had a hard time catching the tempo and RUNNING!!

4th Formation: Jelly fish!!

5th Formation: A normal fish swimming from left to right~ haha~reminds me of curry fish 6th head~

6th Formation: An angel fish swimming from right to left~

7th Formation: Starfish!! A blue one~ hahAHA~~*

8th Formation: Stingray~

9th Formation: Pisces~ In short, its 2 fish. haha~~*

This is the year where I came back as an ex member to help out with the BT Band. Although for this to competition, we spent more time in BP (Bukit Panjang Govt. High) fields to practice, I still love the old Teck Whye field~, where you are able to see squirrels on trees, lots of trees at the back of the field and behind the canels there’s the train which goes all the way to Malaysia. I used to go for Band practices early in the morning, daily for all holidays during sec sch years. Our Kakis(Very close friends) are all leaders, so we had the chance to OWN the band room keys and spent almost 24 hours daily!!! That was my sec sch moments, ALL in BT BAND room, the field, the bball court.

I used to arrive as early as 6~6.30am, together with my best pal Qing, we sat outside the Band room and Fabian will arrive with the Keys( That was yr’98). I used to stand outside the Band room, watching the sun rising from the east and thinking “How can I paint it out?” Damn!! I think I’m dumb enough for those years not thinking of the image-capturing device called “The Camera”. Anyway, it was all Awesome~ This old Teck Whye field is now occupied by BP! Because BP is undergoing renovation, they will occupy Teck Whye for 2 years!!! ;P

Now, after exams, i should be able to visit BP (when time permits) and help out with Band Comp 2008!! DAmn, i want that "Best Display Band" award and its all fated!! That we are gonna win the Best Band Award working on the old Teck Whye field!!

This coming Band Competition, we're back with a vengence~~*

Vision

ST Life Section (Monday, April 23, 2007)

"Green Lady"

At the age of 11, American actress Daryl Hannah met a calf that would change her life.
Then living in Chicago, her family would drive her to Wisconsin on weekends, with regular stops at a diner off the highway. She always asked to stay in the car, and once, when her parents agreed, she made the acquaintance of a truck-full of calves.

"For a full hour, this one calf was licking me and kissing me, it was so adorable. So when the truck driver came back, I said: "Excuse me, sir, what is this calf's name?"
It was not the answer she expected: "Veal. Tomorrow morning at 7."

"I snapped. I suddenly did not have the capacity to disassociate what i was eating from the creature that it had been...It was so visceral (instinctive)", she told Life!.

She may be famous for her roles in Splash and Kill Bill, but actress Daryl Hannah's great passion in life is environmental activism. She has also ever since, became a vegetarian.

What Vision do you have?
Last night, i was @ Kl/Cyn's place completing our project on Iridology, and WL and WeiJie were there as well. We watched the final episode of 白色巨塔The Hospital. I only managed to catch the last 3 epi of the whole show, but that's ok. And this last episode touched me, in the sense that, i saw what life i wanted! What life i wanted with my love as well!~* Now i understand what he meant by the "乡下" type of guy for me, and i think i really like that guy! But only partially.. if there's a balance between this 乡下 guy and 城市男孩, wow that'll be great! haha~

Details explained on my next blog. No time to write it all out now, but it simply represents what kind of Vision i want to fulfill..

Recent article on the papers got me focused on environmental issues. That caught my focus. There's this saying in PoV, that "when you feel in distress, it is actually signifying that someone out there is in greater distress and it is up to you to help that person". Sometimes, people gets so engulf,overwhelmed by your own problems or issues, LOOK OUTSIDE AND BEYOND YOUSELF!! Sometimes when you are in pain or trouble, helping the person in greater need may actually help/heal you in the process....

I've been trying to read the papers (Still trying to, and i did read this mornings papers). I switch on the TV to watch the morning CNA, and there are so many reports and article on the environmental issues. I was thinking, "If each and everyone of us, living in a community, are able to chip in however small helps to this society, How great will that effect be in helping the World?" However, people are living in stress (esp. Singaporeans, developed nations) We are sOooOOoOoOo into our own problems, degressing into our own problems, and living in our problems. If we are able to help another become happier, aren't we happier as well? (Prehaps a show of how important each individual can be? Altrusim? whatever explaination you wanna give, the result should be more Love and Happiness to the World.)

If the young South Korean man in the Virginia Tech is able to look beyond his own problems, will the tragedy not have happened? I understand he has his own traumas... if only he went to PoV....

Tracing back to the core dynamics of problems, its HAPPINESS and LOVE that people are insufficient of. One of the impactful ideas i learnt from PoV is "We are in charge of our own lives, and we attract whatever we want (whether consciously or subconsciously) into our Lives." This is so true. Unless you went to PoV, you will never understand why things such as "Why do i get this bad guy as my bf when i've always wanted a Prince Charming in shining armour? Why do i have a failed marriage? Why am i so poor when i've been working so hard for my career" etc.

Everyone wants happiness, easily said. But do everyone think that they deserve happiness, subconsciouly? Unless they think that they are worthy to love, and be loved in return, they wouldn't be able to have true happiness. Your life story and PoV tells it all....

Coming up next, Vision Part II. Stay tuned.

What i look for in a guy...Part II

I spent the day studying @ Woodlands lib, preparing for exams next week with KL and WL. Woke up @ 9am and rushed off to lib to book seats (Now lib tables are up for grabs!!! A lot of pple chionging for exams) Surprised to see WL! Because she didn’t want to go lib with me, until KL dragged her along!! hahaAH~* That’s the power of KL’s charisma ~~* hahaHA~* So next time I know how to press WL’s hot button.

KL had a friend who joined us to study, and when he’s off to search for books, we started rattling off abt guys and that KL ah! Dunno what he talking about… “He’s a nice guy right? Good for you right? Loyal type leh! Also very responsible! Like 乡下type of guy, Just for u!!”
Followed by WL, she said,” No, Annie doesn’t like 乡下guys! She likes 城市男孩!”

I was so bewildered! Why are they assuming the type of guys I like? My other longtime girlfriends like Carine, MeiQing, Cihui and April they wouldn't say i like 乡下type of guys!!! They only know that i like bad-boy kinda guys!! My 1st 2 bfs were bad boys...
Then, suddenly, when I tot I could reply them, nothing came out of my mouth. I am no longer sure what kind of guys I like anymore!!!

When I looked back @ the previous blog posting abt “What I look for in a guy…” All seems pretty. But I can’t feel for it anymore… damn…it’s the dead zone shit again… and getting more serious…

Remember, I mentioned before that
Complaining = arrogance, powerlessness and lack of control.
So now I’m gonna trash it all OUT here!!

Complaining session starts!!!
I dun like guys who can’t make up their minds, not decisive, too easily bullied, those who bully girls, timid, stubborn like me.(投射)

I've got this tough wall that if any guys can break, You're the MAN!!! I can become so defensive when any guys want to get close to me, that i'll just scare him off. How? You wanna try? haha~~*

I know I am super stubborn. And I am so stubborn, even in the subconscious state, I don’t know that I’m doing things in the opposite way that they’ve been telling me to do. Sometimes when i'm assigned a task to do, I did it my own way, even when told to follow their way. I did it unknowingly!! (Maybe i practice selective hearing, seeing and listening and i dun even know it!!)

I am very self-assured of things I’m confident to handle (or I thought I can handle). I live in my whole world and unless I break out of my world, no one can force me to listen to what I dun wanna hear or do. I am VERY VERY STUBBORN.

I know I am super ignorant of people’s feelings as well. I can’t empathize with people, can’t respond to people’s call for help, and can’t listen to people’s sorrows. I am so dead. I dunno how to live again. I can sometimes forget how to make a person’s day happy (or do I just simply ignore them?). I can’t be bothered anymore about people outside my world. I forget to live out my life lively sometimes. And this sucks.

I used to care a lot for the people ard me, but they didn’t care. I got sicken and heck care abt life. So why should I care when pple dun? Until I met WL. One thing I like and hate abt Lin is, she’s shows so much care abt pple, that sometimes I’m wondering “How can she ever do that so openly and affectionately?? TMD er xin ah!! (hey no offense leh gal)” Because people may never appreciate what you are doing, and you are still doing it!!!! But, that’s also what’s sweet and nice abt her also. She’s doing things that normal pple dun normally do, but people should love each other more so that love will come back to them, right? Spread more love dear, and especially love yourself more. ;)

Is there anyone who cares abt me? I dunno. Perhaps this is the most vulnerable stage I am in now, so if there’s any guys who wanna venture into my dead zone and pick me up, there’s full of land mines which tripled the amount over the past 1 week. You may get killed. However, if u managed to save me, I’m yours.
(REMINDER: Survival rate is low. Wanna try? Think twice, if not, thrice.)

I’m feeling rather in between this dependent and independent zone. I got back to listen to songs like 冬季恋歌, which used to make me cry a lot in the past(4 years ago). Now, there’s no more tears. I can’t feel anything for guys liao, not even my latest crush (yes, I’m kinda gonna over him, hopefully. Ahhaha~*). I just wanna complain and complain abt guys and how hopeless I am with love and I just wanna scold and scream at any guys who asks me about “Which type of guy do you like? This guy good…that guy good…”

NooOOoOOOOoOo!~!~* I’m not a les!! I’m just, feeling that, its just so hard for the right person to come by. Perhaps, if added on to the previous 20 conditions about “What I want in a guy”, there’s a new condition:

21.
This guy must be someone who can make me cry for him.

Tears of Happiness, of course! First time for the past 23years of my life, I feel so empty. I’ve always have an ideal guy in my mind, but now, its just sickening. Perhaps, I’m going through “The Process”.

FREEDOM in 13 DAYS

Ben & Jerry's Free Cone Day!!~*~*

What a day! I lost my matriculation card and concession card. I went over to SMU to study for my labour law exam notes and glad that i've been studious. Can pass le!! haha~~* Feeling depressed about my lost, but luckily, there's the Ben & Jerry's Free Cone Day!! The "infiltration contingent", which consist of MJ, WeiLin, Tammy and Annie，were there to attack the ice-creams!!

Here's how the plans went:-

Time: 5:58pm. MJ, WeiLin, Tammy and Annie went over to Ben & Jerry's store at Suntec Tower 4, and discovered it was half-closed! What happened? Actually, the queue is beside "Secret Receipe".

Time: 6:02pm. The infiltration team started to queue up with the long queue. Damn it looks so long!! But the movement was unexpectedly fast. haAHA~* We are reaching our target soon...

Time: 6:03pm. Chocolate chip Cookie Dough spotted by WeiLin!! A perfect spot to take picture with our "Trophies"!!!

Time: 6:04pm. Invasion of the Charity army!!! We surrendered our fortunes to "Charity for brain-injured Children" and we were let off to continue our journey to our Ice-cream conquest!!! Time: 6:10pm. Staff Sergeant Wei Lin and Annie. *~ Slack abit ah~*
Time: 6:11pm. Senior Staff Sergeant Ming Jian and Tammy. *~ HAhaHA don't let Wilson know ah~~* Time: 6.15pm. We spotted target board!! MJ aims for Strawberry Cheesecake, WeiLin for Chocolate Fudge Brownie, Tammy for Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough, and Annie for Sweet Cream & Cookies.

Time: 6:20pm. Victory!!!! We have achieved our goal!! However, I failed my mission to get my Sweet Cream & Cookies. I got the same as Tammy, so MJ being greedy for another round of the very delightful strawberry cheese, we set off together for a second round!! ahaHaH~~* Its free!!! (typical Singaporeans) Time: 6.22pm. This is my trophy!!! failed mission 1st round.Time: 6.33pm. Wow!!! This is MJ vs. Annie!! He's so tan after 1 whole day at East Coast Park on sunday!! He's a burned man!! hahaHa~*
Time: 6.38pm. This is mine!!!!!! Sweet Cream & Cookies!! The Strawberry cheese were all gone! So MJ got the same as mine. hahaaAH~* Of course we shared the victories. hahaAH~*

Wow, what a day. Quite tired, but enjoyed the ice-cream. Must work out, go for a morning run at the stadium tmr before heading to the lib to study!! Must jia you!!! Counting down to FREEDOM in 17 days!!

Bluey monday~~

'Complaining is a combination of arrogance and powerlessness, while believing that someone else needs to change for you.'….Dr Chuck Spezzano [quoted from www.psychologyofvision.com]

Why did i put up this quote? Because i'm gonna complain lah!!! Although from this, i know that i do believe someone must change, it is for their own good!!! Everyone must be responsible for their lives. "How you do anything, is how you do everything".

Today, i'm very mad...so sOoOOo mad that i dunno why i'm crying non-stop. I've never cried so badly, ever since my last break-up with my second bf 5 years ago.. (the 3rd guy isn't worth it, so i din cry much) and guess what??!! The incident is so silly and you wouldn't believe it!!!

Actually, today i jio one guy to study at the lib. He was late for 2 hours. That alone, nvm leh~ But then ah(sounding *cina*), at the same time, i was feeling depressed over losing "pieces of paper worth up to $10K at least" which i am in-charge of safe-keeping and thought that i have left it in his place. Suddenly, every inch of my brains moved towards ANGER.

ANGER:
2pm he msged that he's coming soon and he couldn't find the "million dollar papers". At first, i was feeling very depressed...and i couldn't focus on studying my labour law notes for exams... but as i look at the time, i realised that i have waited 2 hours!! "Why did he make me wait for 2 hours, when he said he's coming?" From guilt, i started to feel hot with anger. Why is he always late??!! i know that from PoV, people are late, because they feel that they are not needed, their presence is redundant (self-worthlessness). Of course lah, just studying mah. But i just can't get peace in me! So, i want to make him remember that i can't be bullied.

I leave the lib and i saw MingJian(MJ). So surprising to see him!! I told him what happened, and he advised me to wait for him just a while longer. Just then, a msg arrived and he said he just came with some stuffs i asked him to bring. So upon MJ's advice, i went back to retrieve the stuffs, and left the lib.

I know i can't stay in the lib, because i know something's gonna happen. That very moment when i tot i lost hope of recovering the papers,I called WeiLin to ask whether the million dollar papers are with her. And to my greatest relief, ITS WITH HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And i broke down!!!!!!!!!!! Not because of the papers, but because all the suppressed anger about the guy can be released!! No more guilt to suppress it!!

WHY on earth do i need to cry so badly??
After-effects of PoV, i supposed. How can i cry for such a small incident?? It's about 2 months after PoV already! Now then i cry ah. hahaah`~*My lag is quite serious ah. So, this is "the process", told by the PoV trainers. The end of the course is a start to experience the process.

I felt so 委屈, to have to wait for a guy. I have been waiting for guys all my life. My crush for 3 years in sec sch(whom i have loved unconditionally), my 3 bfs (whom all 3, i think deep down there was never love, because true love doesn't contain jealousy and hatred), and now my last crush (whom i gave up on him 2 weeks back)! I just put on my "*~Dream are Free~*" column on the right side of my blog, saying that i want to breakdown and cry when i am able to accept any man into my life just yesterday, and today...hahha~ I guess the emotions from the past are releasing now... but am i ready to accept anyone yet? No, not now. Til the day i'm able to shine!~ hahaahAHA~* and from now on,i will never, ever go after guys anymore.No more waitings..

Last night, i had a dream. Its been a long time ever since i had any dreams. I dreamt of, Mr. Nicholas Chia!!! ahhaAHA~* Sort of some stupid dream scenario, i dreamt of him going after me and the moment he wanted to kiss me, i ran away and i woke up in shock! haha what oh earth is a man old enough to be my dad wanting to do that??!!

After some thinking, i rem what Hiromi, my adored PoV trainer, she mentioned that anything that's happening in my dreams, i am that person. I am the one who want to find true love, yet i am also the one who is running away from true love. Why? its deep in the unconscious level. There are generally 4 states of the mind, Conscious, Subconscious, Unconscious andthe Higher mind. For details, just ask me lah, so hard to type out everything now...

Hmm, honestly speaking, my ideal partner consist of both Nicholas Chia and Dr. George, but now more of Mr. Chia. haha~ He's the better-looking one (*hahAH~*) and, he believes in settling his marriage early! i got to know that he got married at 20 and now, he's still happily together with his wife! So sweet~* Charismatic with a sharp nose!! Tall and when he smiles, wah piang! Can i label him as the "Fei Xiang" of Singapore? haha~* =) but he's more than just Fei Xiang! He became the CEO of Bank of America (Asia Pacific region) at the age of 29!!! In the board of directors meeting back then, having 14caucasians on the board, he was the only Asian!! Over the past 2 decades, he has helped 36 companies get listed! What a feat! You know the Swensen's at crown prince hotel @Orchard? He was the one who revived it 10 years ago and made it become world famous! He's supposed to be retired now with the fortunes that can last more than 3generations(only 40plus of age), but he's willing to come to WBG and become the CEO and help our company get listed! That's the power of WBG's misson: To reach out to all, for everyone to enjoy the healthy Hunza lifestyle. With Nicholas being the elected chairman for Direct selling association of Singapore (DSAS), i am sure he'll be able to wipe out the tarnished image by illegal,ill-educated MLM companies and bring glory to these industry! HAha~ Heroic Nicholas!! Back to my topic...

What does it mean from this dream? hmm...i'm running away from my perfect man. Yeah, i know. And i still want to run away first. Cos, i wanna chiong for my career 1st! i see no point going after guys, unless they come after me lah, save my time.haha~* When i told a silly friend of mine "Don't you think having a gf to work with you is great?". He replied "Don't you think having a gf now is like a burden when you need to chiong for career?" Since then on, i generated negativities of having a bf right now..yup, i never had a true partner, not even when i had 3 past relationships. I wish to be able to enjoy life when i get my life partner,but now, need to chiong right after graduation, no time for relationships. On the lookout for suitable ones perhaps, But no ready for it too fast. haha~*

Felt so much better writing it all out! So tired after crying, i took a 4 hr nap!! Damn, need to finish all my readings, else can't score for exams liao~

My Iris scan!!!! scary.......

Wow.... This is interesting!!! I just taken an iris scan with the iris scanning device i borrowed and i've taken photos of my pair of eyes from my 42inch BIG TV!!!!!!!!!

(It's midnight 3.30am)

This is so scary......

Right eye: (generally visible ones, actually there's more...)
a) A "hole" at my 5 sense (no wonder i can't smell well, taste food well)
b) Problem with bladder

c) Problem with thigh, leg area

d) Problem with neck and shoulder

e) i shall not mention....hahaha~~*

Left eye:
a) Deep line at 5 sense area
b) Heart (i got irregular heartheat)
c) Kidney area and erm...shall not mention also...
d) Mid back (yup i've been having backaches)

Can you all see it clearly? In a clock-wise direction, there's a dark patch between 11 to 1o'clock of my both my eyes. That's where my brain is located. And do you all see the "Loolipop white rings"?? That's my stresslines, due to lack of sleep....I thought i am very healthy, because i've NEVER EVER visited a doctor before or eaten any medicine! (except taking vaccines in sch,wanna "keng" MC twice from the clinic) Well, if you all dunno what's this all about, its called Iridology.

Brief history:
150years ago, in Budapest, the capital of Hungary, there was a doctor by the name of Ignatz Von Peczely. When he was 10, he discovered a phenomenon by chance. He observed a pattern, a nature’s record of the eye. One fine day, when he was playing with his pet owl, he fractured the owl’s leg by accident. In a moment, he spotted a sign. At the lower part of the bird’s iris (6 o’clock direction), a black line appeared, and it reflects upon the broken leg’s position. Eventually, it changed into a tiny black spot, enveloped by a white ring. This childhood experience left a deep impression in the doctor’s mind.

Initially, Dr. Peczely did not notice the relationship between the change in bird’s iris and its body. It was until 1861, when he was treating his ill-stricken mother, that he uncovered this relationship. When he was 36years old in 1862, Dr. Peczely developed a deep interest in the knowledge of medical knowledge and hence, went to Budapest for medical studies. In 1866, he started medical treatment, and at the same time, published his first book on Iridology, titled “Discovery in the Realm of Nature and Art of Healing”; this work was promoted by a German, August Zoeppritz, and later on, Dr. Emil Schlegel also published a book regarding the research results report of Dr. Peczely.

Some info about Iridology:
Iris diagnosis (Iridology) is a subject based on changes in the iris to analyze health condition and recovery process. On the other hand, it can work together with modern medical tests, to in order to prove iris diagnosis’ accuracy. Doctors in developed nations like USA, Japan, Korea are even using it as a tool for diagnosis before body check ups!!! Why is Singapore lagging so much? haiZz~~*

Do you remember whether any of these happen to you often: Feeling flustered, short of breath, dizziness, headache or lethargy, but brain scan, blood pressure and health check-ups reveals no abnormality?

If these are true, you may be in a state of “Subhealth”, also known as the “grey state”, or “semi-healthy”. Subhealth refers to the state in between being healthy and diseased. It is often diagnosed as the Chronic Fatigue Syndrome.

Anyway,i'll be coming up with an official website(With multi-millionaire, Jet's help), gathering support from the Iris Analysts from an association in Singapore. The website will be http://www.onemillioniris.com (not done yet!!)and we aim to help at least one million people discover their health conditions, understand what is Metabolic Syndrome, Syndrome X, Chronic Fatigue Syndrome (why young people "suddenly" get illnesses, but do you really think its SUDDENLY??!!)
Know any people who seem to be healthy, suddenly developed serious medical conditions?
Do let me know if any wants to go for an iris check-up! One million Iris!!!! That's my 1st project after graduation! ;)

Durian @ Geylang Lor 11 bagus sekali!!~~*

(Bagus sekali = Very good!!!)

Well, some updates! Last night we went for C team's Durian outing @Geylang Lor 11!!!! Awesome!!! First time i've been there to eat durian and its sUpEr Creamy and YuMmY!~~~~!~*
Went to Dohby Ghaut to meet James and Weilin to study before that. Hmm, its quite a great day!

I realised that i love traveling to faraway places (e.g. from Woodlands to Changi airport, to SengKang) to study. I just love traveling, so i don't mind the traveling time. I feels like FREEDOM~*

This is super 自恋!! Photo i took in SMU toilet. So cool!!*

Ok! Its the Durian season!!! At least that's what i think it is. haha~* So fasinating! The durians are never-ending! First time i eat durian until i wanna puke. I thought i've eaten a 1kg durian cake! so creamy!! Having a camera photo at hand, it is the first time i felt camera phone's usefulness!

Celebrating 94th SCS 庆功宴!!! Our Assistant Coach(AC) Head and Asst. Head,

重量级的钟亮Zhong Liang (Num.3) and Ee Pin (lady in green beside) !!

YiPeEe!~YuMMmMy durians!~!~*

HEy TAmmy and Wilson made their worth here! Concentrated on attacking the durians!

Zhong liang knows how to act Cute at times! ;)haAHa~* Only 28 this year,

very eligible bachelor! (He ah...at first i didn't know much about him...But i found out he's a Double Masters degree holder, only average student in HIS school lah. From BeiJing University 北大 and NUS国大!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Note:You know how hard is it to get into 北大??!! Out of 4million people who wants to get into university in China, only 1000 gets into 北大!! And Zhong Liang's an average student there~~ Wohoo!!! Who wants him??!! Come register with me!!

That's our 主席，June (in red)! I simply love her!!!~* She's sure a great teacher! ;)

Oh that's our 三八team!!! We spent the whole night gossiping~ hahaaAH~*wanna know what Juciy issues about WBG people? Go check it out from them!

Get to know yourself better

This is the quiz that wan lin introduced to weilin and huiling (yah that's me,o'right ) explores it.

Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you. (True, but i can be unfriendly at times as well. haha~*)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior. (That's what i've been doing all along. haha~*Very true)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person. (Very true, too bad there isn't any now.haha~* not at the moment.)

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. (Yup i always believed in that~* Maybe that's why i dislike people going after me)

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job. (Very unusual career indeed. That's what i love~ hehe~* What if its gonna become the norm??!! OMG!!***)

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. (Yes! definitely! but find a regular job?? hmm... a regular career! Steady!)

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying. (Yup~* Like what Dr. George have told me once, never stop trying and don't just try! Always do your BEST!*)

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel. (Yes, now that explains why i've been getting angry easily these days...)

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. (hmm....that was a secret...or is it? do u people know that? hahaAHAH~~*)

So, i'll hereby promote this personality test! its @ http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Nice nice~* ;)

Army daze (days) has begun for my bro!

Army daze has started for my beloved brother,Henry!

Wow...kinda miss him now, so i reminded myself to take lots of photos to upload on this blog. I really can't believe KL can be so alright without his sister, Cynthia at home. Perhaps the fact that he's a guy, he's supposed to be strong. haha~*

At Pasir Ris Bus interchange! Henry had a black pepper hotdog from "1901". I rem having a vegetarian hotdog from KL (Kalau Lumpur) from 1901!!! Too bad there isn't any vegetarian hotdog in Singapore...


My dad's having it too!!! First time i've taken a good photo of my dad! hahaAAH~~* Rarely do we get a chance to go out together as a family.

"Welcome to Pulau Tekong"!The sceneries quite nice!
This is BMTC School 2, Whiskey (W) Company, my bro's bunk!
My brother's oath-taking session! Hmm...i fell asleep during the lecture. When i woke up and look to my right, the whole row of people were sleeping soundly as well (incl. my parents)!!
My brother and me, and his last moments with his crowning glory.(its rhythms!!! Damn i'm good!!~*) Gonna miss him!
My dad and mum eating! Hardly have any photos of them. So happy to take down their pictures! ;)

My sis Molly and my bro!


My brother back view. I took alot of backviews of him. Feeling kinda down, haiZZzz~ anyway he'll be back on 27 Apr, POP @ 12 June!!! hahaAH~~*

What's your definition of Responsibility?

Responsibility = SUCCESS: Self-recognition; feeling of achievement; receiving for yourself and others
This is what i have for my nick on msn... Why did i put this up?

A week ago at SCS (Success Consultant Seminar, which deals with finding back the real you, empowering the core strength that you have in life), Dr. George Lim mentioned about the 5 important values of a successful person, one of which is, Responsibility. Behind all these values, they are fuelled by happiness or else it wouldn't be our value. For example, if you value warmth, you have happiness perhaps due to the fact that you have a happy family, or if you value health, you feel happy that you have great health and lead a great life.

There's this friend of mine,James. One of his core values is Responsibility. I asked him, what kind of happiness do you get out of responsibility? He replied,"A sense of happiness when you get things done. Very fulfilling, and its like, you are in control of your own life". However, responsibility means pain, heartbreak,detestment...all started when i was in secondary school....

When i was in lower sec, everything seems so beautiful. I was in the most prestiage band of singapore(i do recognise that). Its a military band, Bukit Panjang Govt. High/ Teck whye combined military band (BT Band). We went for Outdoor Display Band Competitions, NDP, etc. Its the ability to command over 200students in a single uniform group that i'm very proud of. I'm the 开心果 of my clarinet section, always making my seniors "laugh-till-they-drop" during practice session. They can NEVER get mad at me...cos they love me so much!!!!!

The clarinet section is divided into 3 parts, 1st clari, 2nd clari and 3rd clarinet. I rem that i fought hard to become the 1st clarinet player, because i was the only one amongst the 3 girls from Bukit Panjang (BP)without music background. I really wanted to prove myself and get to the 1st. Day and night i brought my instrument home,practice, and practice, til the day for the mini-test, i almost couldn't make it. But i did it, after i begged for another go at it. I got in. ;) I was recognised soon after as one of the loudest players (loud does not mean good. hahaa~~*) I needed the loudness, the huge diaphragm power to project the music across the large field. I practiced hard, because i know thats my responsibility. If i do well, my team will do well cos we will support each other. Although i was in lower sec, i took things into my hands when i see things go wrong. During band competitions, me and my fellow mates team up together to solve problems, marching formations, music playing procedures, how to perfect the music, etc. Being able to get things settled fast while having fun, that's the time of my life~* I always remembered this saying when i first heard it "How great a leader, is determined by the amount of responsibilities he can take and carry."


Things took a huge turn during upper sec. I can nominated assistant sectional leader (ASL). I wasn't the popular ones, but i was the hardworking one. I worked hard, and at the end of the year, i got a rank on par with the band leaders, overtaking almost all the other sectional leaders. But what did i get? Hatred, detestment, confusions, sense of lost, sadness.


You know, the worst thing isn't me being called the witch, always scolding,shouting at pple. I do scold my juniors, but i'm always good to them after band sessions and they understand. Relationships with other ASL worsened because i took things into my own hand when i see the SL couldn't commit. I must admit that my communication skills are bad, but What hurts me most was my favourite guy friend, Kumar, i dunno what the hell's with him, he turned his back on me when i needed help most and formed "Anti-Annie Club". (Sounds childish..but it was really hurtful)I don't mine not having alot of friends. It didn't matter. When the world turned their back against me, it doesn't matter. But when ur best friend does that, it sux. Hell... What has leadership gotten me into? Till now, he still doesn't know what made him do that. He mentioned he couldnt stand my stuck-up mad face when i do trainings.. its all in the past now... but the sickening feeling of "responsibility = lost" seems to linger..


Why did i mention all these? i had a very short conversation with KL just now and he made me recall about this topic on responsibility. I asked him, "Don't u ever feel strange, like where's the line between being the leader of the pack and a friend? You have to be firm, be decisive when doing stuffs, sometimes kena misundestood to get things done, and after everythings done, the relationships sort of ...goes bad.." He had his own fair share on this issue, however, he said that, "used to have that.. but the trip to taiwan Richie demonstrated to me that it can co-exist. ya during the trip he show us how to b a leader and friend at the same time. He is fantastic. learn the skill along the way.. we r all so young.as long as you desire it.. it ultimately can b done."


Yup, long way to go, and since i brought this whole issue about responsibility up, i must take it into my whole hands and face it again. Woohoo!! Feels good typing it all out!!! Damn i'm good! hahaAHaa~~* Must let Kumar see this! ;) Wanna have a good look at my good friend?


He's really awesome!! If he doesn't smoke,don't be so sturborn, don't be fat, don't be indian, don't be black,(haha he doesn't mind me saying this), don't be slack, i might go after him! hahaAHaA~~*
He's very caring, huggable, loveable, a percussion instructor, and most of all, he understands Chinese!!!!!!!!!! He loves Chinese more than his Indian neighbour! haha~~*
Ok enough promoting him!If you all got any girls who likes Indian guys, do intro! haAHAa~~* ;)

Saya menginginkan untuk mendapat seorang pacar, tetapi...

FwaAHaAHaAHaA~~*
Great news!!! Lin's Mr. Ah Du jioing her out to church!! and me, feeling so GREAT about this good news, announced to the whole world (which consist of KL + ML, lin's world of impt pple)!!! I really feel great for her,reminds me of how my second bf asked me out...feel so LOVED~* ;)

Saya menginginkan untuk mendapat seorang pacar, tetapi...(Bahasa Indonesia)
I wish to get a boyfriend, but....
Don't feel the need yet. All my life, my motivations were all from Mr. Price Charming, crushes on different guys.. E.g. when i go for 2.4km runs, band marching practices under the hot sun for long hours, all my motivations were from Jeffrey (My crush during sec sch, the only person i think i ever really loved with no expectations, liked him for 3 whole years) He was someone who, even when he got a new gf, i really wished the best for him. There was no jealous, no unhappiness..until he started smoking...

For once in my life, i want to use my own inner strength to accomplish what i want to do in life. No emotional dependence on any guys, because only i can have complete control over my life, there should be no dependencies, unless i am able to control my feelings. I want to have the passion over the things, the visions i'm feeling for and head towards it. EVerything is falling in place... Freedom is coming...(mustn't forget the financial issues i need to settle,haha~~*)

This coming weekend is the "Explore your health through your Iris" 2-day session @ Fort Canning Centre!~ I'm feeling soexicted over it, that i have came up with a whole list of programme to make sure this iris sessions carry on endlessly! I will make referrals so easy that it will sustain forever! The iris rooms are gonna open up for my people!!!

Action speaks louder than words! Take action first and i'll speak more about the results! ;)
What next is the exciting Jason Shi's workshop! It will surely bring an impact about thy biz!~ Jiayou Annie! You Rock!! ;)

Countdown to Freedom!~~ No more guy chasing for me!

Burn the "Manual for Guy-chasing"!!!

Last night, had a chat with WeiLin~ Talking about guys, future, the usuals. All of a sudden, i tot of what Genecia asked me, "What do u see in him? (That particular guy i have been liking for the past 2 years(yes, 2 whole years ALREADY!))" I replied,"I see future with him..."and the usual... She said,"Hmm, let me think who he is... ah! That guy? He doesn't seem to be too mature..."..

At first, I didn't take it quite to heart, because i know that she doesn't know him quite well. But i just realised that, "hey~ Maybe she's right". I haven't seen much guys for quite a long time. And all my feeds about guys are from either Weilin, or weilin and still weilin. and most of the time, she can only talk about it MJ + KL + James + the recently-added "Mr Ah-Du". How am i supposed to know other guys greater than them?

I was like the frog, looking out of the well and seeing only 1 guy staring back. He was the World to me. All of a sudden, i feeling like jumping out and seeing the rest of the World! It was just a sudden thought. I feel very at ease now,just like the feeling after PoV. no more wanting to hang on to him. Perhaps it was the joining session i had during the previous day. Feels like, i dun wanna go after guys anymore. Its the tagline "If you want me, come and claim me.." (Sounds familiar? from Lord of the Rings! haaha`~~)

There have to be guys greater out there! Although there is still feelings left for him (Hey come on leh, i'm not so heartless..He's Jeffrey num 2 leh~~* well only lin knows this), if its destined, then we will be. Else, there must be better people out there for me. ;)

Counting down to end of "Freaking uni-life!!" Less than a month!! yiPeeEee~~* can't wait to the end of it!!! Time to end this! lesson time! be back at night for more updates! ;)