Feels like a new, refreshingly free life now!
A new blog page for a Fresh start!
I begin to cherish what i have lost a few years back... and will treasure them. =)
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Hmm... feeling lost these 2 days.. haven't feel like this for years already..
He went Malacca on a business trip for 2 days... can't wait to have him back!
Having a significant other in my life, really makes my life more "shared". Like shared driver in computers. He shares part of my life. ahaAHa~~* what a description.
Really grateful to have him ard, especially when he came in, during this rock-bottom period of my life...
He became my light and source of hope and happiness. Although we had alot of misunderstandings, bad memories in the past, but all seemed faded and forgotten when we got back on talking terms after 8 years...
Things are all beautiful, lovely now... He really dotes me and i can really feel it this time... Better than any guys in my life. He's really more matured, responsible now than last time, and i felt glad for that. Nothing matters more than, we, working things out together for our future.
I am still quite at a lost, handling current new job, trading, debts, dreams of becoming a music instructor or musician myself... but with him around, i find strength to carry on living.. Having some plans in mind to accomplish before marriage. So! Now i have a time line and goal to meet before marrying off! =) At most 5 years that i'll give myself...
Hope we'll have a happily retirement plan, like, doing business. Perhaps a small niche cafe, or a small eatery store, having all our friends together till ripe old age...
Love my dearest.
My sleeping prince... tired and burnout from work... time to reveal who he is!! (anyway, alot knows who he is already...hahaHa~~*)
Creations from the Mosaic function of my Samsung G600 5mega pixels phone... 
Awakens from sleep and sees me clicking away! I was checking out the Mosaic functions..
Alright...he looks cool in this picture, but i look like a kid. haha~~
Me getting bored and he started weird poses for the shots! I love this one! So funny!
I bet some people are getting quite a shock here, esp Carine and some of the guys/gals in the old band group. haha~ Don't laugh ah...He was my first love, the one i loved most, the one i hated most, and i ended with him, AGAIN! Hmm...fate made our paths cross again, after 8 years.
Actually, i am not really able to recall ALL the bad things. Only certain parts, but most of them i forgot already. Maybe i'm doing what Arthur said. Don't live in the past. Live in the past, learn from the past. Everything is about a choice, and after making a choice to be with him again, i decide to make the best out of it.
Tough times lying ahead, especially within the next 2 years. I really hope we can work out everything together. =) Interdependency...i wonder how its really like...
hmm... recently met up with a guy...
Having a nostalgic feel now... Its not really a burning passionate "in-love" kind of feel... but a peaceful, calm, soothing sense...which i haven't experienced in a long time.. perhaps its because i knew him long ago already...
Most importantly, i think this time, its mutual. It is unlike those couple of guys i met this recent year.. none of the guys, no matter how handsome, how eloquent, how intelligent, how witty, all never gave me the "click" feel.
Recently met up with Tammie, and we had a good exchange of pointers, dealing with man. hAah~~ it was interesting. We, as woman, should really know our man inside-out and understand their needs, emotions, especially how to handle their ego. haAHaA~~ That's about being in-control of our emotions and not losing yourself in a relationship. I used to really plunge and fall badly....now, hell no man. I'm gonna play my game well this time. ;)
Women, should be confident of themselves at all times. In relationships, not only must we be independent, we must learn how to work out together with our other half, especially during bad times.. Interdependence. :) Hope he doesn't make any mistakes this time. Silly old boy... i will seriously kick him to Pacific Ocean if he dares to play me out again...
Therefore, I'll make the best out of this relationship once again, and even if it doesn't work out this time ard again, i'm not gonna cry over it and regret it... It's his lost if he doesn't want me. I'm good, ok?.. "I used to cry, but now i hold my head up high"... ;)
So, now, 24years old le!! Should really do something about my love life. haha~~* Looking to a brand new start with him. :D
This is Blast! Drumline Battery Battle. One of the coolest Drumline shows i've seen on youtube. I got to see this while at Jeremy's place with Mitch and Anthony.
Learnt rolling on the sticks, taught by Mitch, so i checked out Drumline videos. This one Damn shiok lah! Enjoy! :)
This is a video clip of Tommy Emmanuel, one of the Greatest guitarist ever! The song is, Somewhere over the Rainbow.
He's a personal favourite of Arthur Yap, and i actually "youtubed" him to find out how great he is. Arthur's a great musician as well, cos the songs he sang during the biz seminar TOTALLY blew me away!! DAMN GREAT vocals lah!!! He can compose music and lyrics!! He's actually very experienced with alot of musical instrutments (except the piano) haha~~
A little about Tommy Emmanuel: He's good, because he can play the bass, acomplement, melody and do tuning on a SINGLE guitar for an entire song! Its like, an entire song of different parts are played by a SINGLE person! That's why Arthur totally adores him...woohoo~
These are the longest hang-out friends i've ever have in my life... Best (and also worst) parts of my life spent with them...
Photo taken at Daniel's place, reunion dinner during CNY 2008.
Front (from left to right): Jeremy, Kumar, Mitchell, Me of course!
Back: Daniel, Neil and Anthony
Last time we used to hang out at Lot1 Mac, and now that everything there is changing, we relocated to...Wang Cafe!!! (just outside Lot1)
Alot has happened recently... quarter life crisis hitting me with dramatic career changes. All happened as quite a shocker. Alot of disappointments felt, seen through alot of faces, realities of life... And i thank God i still have these fellow friends around...
10 years we've known each other..they still do the same old gathering thingy. Nostalgia...
With the crisis hitting me non-stop, i seek peace and comfort with them. They don't have to say anything..but just be there and crack jokes, i felt 1000 times at ease and peace. Went over to Mitchell's place overnight for a few rounds of Mahjong, before heading to Penang later in the evening. Won $12!!! Alot came from Anthony...ahhaAHaha~~~* 13 "fans" i think? Treat him drink next time..haha~~
This is the photo of the sky i took while walking back home from Mitchell's place at 7am in the morning... Damn cool... reminds me of the days when i was still 18 years old and doing the same thing. Felt kinda different already, as this time ard, we've grown up, working in the society now, facing different challenges in life.
Hope this time, with the trip to Penang, my thoughts will be able to clear further, and when i come back, i will have decided how to move on with the directions best to be taken. Really Thank God for these friends, else i wouldn't have survived the mental stresses... (plus April's and Carine's pressence as well! Few of the greatest gal friends ever had =) Happy Birthday to April!!~~*~*~~*`` )
This was taken during the Band Competition 2008 actual day on 12 April, saturday. Just after Kumar had finished tuning the snare drums. Wow...my first ever Display Marching Band Competition was in 1998. And now its 2008. Once in 2 years, it is the 6th Band comp i've attended. It all feels like i have never left this Band..right at Teck Whye Lane.. So nostalgic...
Got a silver, but we went with pride and honour! Alot felt unfair, even other bands mentioned that we should have gotten at least a gold. However, i sincerely think that if our show was in 1998, a Gold is surely not a problem. We just didn't evolve with times... the formations, music pieces choosen, no climax...but it was a great showmanship of a TRUE BLUE singapore marching band! And we were complimented for being the only band still maintaining the singapore stylo, unlike others which are taking up an American drumcore-line (dcl) style.
2010, we'll be back with a vegence, and other bands will be taken aback by how we're gonna improve 1000times with the new generals (Dan and Kumar), who will take the lead! This is quoted ok? Not me who said this!
I'll be taking up Music Theory test this coming Nov, so as to path my way to becoming a band instructor. I realised that, one big roung i went and now, i want to be a Band instructor with the Band, and my life ends with it (if all else goes well.. ahahaa`~) Its all because of Kumar and Daniel lah....haiyo...i'll still be managing my Franchise trading biz (That's what i've been alive for). My Goals starts with Trading, and once financial freedom is attained, i'll move on towards My life-long vision and my life just ends with Band coaching. Both careers, is all about nuturing people. People development. Satisfaction is there... ;) I really admired Dan and Kumar for doing what they loved to do.. I'll be joining soon! 2010...
This is my favourite place since sec sch....a place full of nostalgia, memories, the good, the bad, the happiest moments of my life....ALL here... @ Teck whye ...
This place has now changed to a temporary boarding area for schools undergoing renovation. After Teck whye sec left this premise, a few sec schools were here temporarily. Now, Bukit Panjang Govt. High resides here. GReat that we can have our Band Practices back here!!
That's the place where i always stand, overlooking the entire field. A good place to catch the sunrise as well. Bukit Panjang Govt. High (BPGHS) used to have a combine band with Teck whye sec (TW) and we are known as The BT Band. The GREAT BT BAND!!!! Ever Forceful Ever Graceful!! (sounds contradicting, but it's been a slogan since i dunno when....ahaa~~* The Band separated into individual bands since 2002 (and i was quite sad back then...), so now only the Bukit Panjang band (BP band) are having the Marching Display band competition. =) And we're back at the field!!!! 
This field...full of memories... We used to spend ALOT of time at this place, MORE than my time back at BPGHS!! Although I'm from BPGHS, i'm more like a Teck whyian!! Not BPian..haha~~ That period was a time where i felt MOST committed to anything in life- BAND BAND BAND!!!
I go to this place as early as 5.30am each sat morning for band practices, and enjoy the morning sunrise. During vacations, my bunch of band "ka kias" (VERY good friends) will come in the morning, go nearby kopitiam to have breakfast, play bball, play soccer, play "alipom" (a type of catching game), play catching in the rain, anything and everything, till night time. There was a period of time we go back to this place EVERYDAY for a month!
That's nostalgia.... Oh i miss those days... Having band practices from morning 8.30am starting, but sectional leaders will want us to start early practice at 7am!!! That's shittish...but we still do it, because we enjoyed it! Totally awesome when u see 150over people marching early in the morning... I seriously miss those days..
I was back sch today. Seeing the younger generations doing their formation marchings. Hmm...10 years already!! Ever since my 1st Band Competition in 1998!! I couldn't believe it, and it felt like yesterday when we finished marching. It didn't feel like 10years... wow..
You know what...i couldn't believe when i saw this...my heart sank to the bottom...LOOK AT WHAT THE SCH DID TO THE TREES!!!! DAMN F**KING!!! HOW COULD THEY DO THIS TO THE TREES!!!
After leaving this place today, i went with Kumar to CCK to catch up with Anthony and Daniel. Had a good time chatting, recalling old times, and i really wanna spend good times back with these old guys. Meeting them these days really perks me up to work even harder in biz.
I set myself a target. Seems impossible. But that'll be what i'll be striving for.
"I want to buy this piece of land, this Teck whye land."
Sounds really kinda impossible, because firstly, its government-owned and second, i need to be darn freaking RICH!!!
It does help that i'm in the World Billionaire's Group (WBG). ahaaHAa~~ kidding..but i need to really work very hard to get there. And i will get there with Arthur, Jet, Serene and Pin.
I'm very lazy....i'm so lazy that i wanna work my a** off for at least the next 2 years to get there and enjoy a slackers life for the rest of my life. Jia you!!!
Engines started.
MiOR's starting to hit countries under my network.
Managed to get some networks running towards Phillipines, and recently was referred to a exporter who got connections to India, China and Dubai! My subconscious is working!!!
Recently just had an event to promote the MiOR bars. Incredible...
Got a contact to Thailand, an official from Ministry of Thailand and he got many samples bar to pass to his fellow friends who owns clinics and skin health companies in Thailand!!
Gonna export these MiOR bars, these GOLD bars all over the World!!! Recently an American, who controls 90% of the Internet usage in USA, having connections to President Bush, got so impressed with the results of MiOR, that he's planning to get 6 superstars to do an infomerical across the whole of America!!! And what's it gonna do with me? Either i work hard now, OR i work EVEN harder, cos i'm one of the pioneers!! Darn right thing i quit Citibank at the right time!!! Franchise Trading ROckSSs!!~ I'm blessed with a good life with good people mentoring, coaching me like Ee Pin (Gwen), Jet and Serene, and Arthur Yap. Love them all... =)
Tiring, but all worthwhile..just 1-2 years of solid hardwork i wanna put in, and i'll wanna retire financially. Go ard the World to do Charity, Third World nations especially and live a life of abundance. Visit places i've never been, travel ard and find a life partner whose got a vision similar to mine. Really hope one will appear this year...finding myself old now..haha~~ 24 now!!! Found someone rather interesting, scary and special recently all at the same time... yup, anyway, i've got a new belief recently:
"What's mine, will be mine. Destined to be mine. What's not mine, will fade and go away, and i will not feel pain or sadness when it goes."
This is the 100th posting for my blog!!!
hmm...And also my first day as a fulltime Franchise Trader! Gonna meet lotsa pple later, do up biz proposal for a company in India interested in importing our pdts and they'll send down their pple for samplings and discussions! A good first step into Fulltime biz.
Jet gave me a great birthday gift.
"CHANGE" is the word...shan't explain too much, cos its too profound...
i din like to be a leader, because of what happened during my sec sch days..where pple hated me for being too commanding, choleric and demanding, when all i wanted is for the better good of the group. I pretended to be ignorant, naive, a sheep, blur silly girl ever since,... And i realised that i am not happy at all doing that. All this while, i'm not happy pretending.
I decide to make a change. To change people, i have to change myself. I feel happier this way. Afterall, what's my job scope about? Its all about changing people! Aid them towards what they want in life, And that's it! Remove all mental obstacles in my mind, no matter hard it is, how impossible it is, i must work towards it. I'm beginning to realise what Pin's and Jet's been trying to do all these while....the perseverance to never give up on pple, really impresses me...
Make a Change. Act, Dress, Talk, Think like a Presidential!
Yeah!! Happy Birthday to me!! =) Now 24 years old!!!
God pls bless me with a great guy....
as usual. ahhaaAHA~~*
ANyway, i'm delighted that i got one of my biggest cheque in WBG franchise trading system, just 4 months into the biz. Stress level has been all time HIGH as well, but this round was a SHIOK one... hoping for more to come, which stretch my mind to climb higher and higher. The income just goes up and never falls below. I nearly hit bottom, but good thing that God bless me with a great leader, Pin. i will make you proud dear! *i know you look at my blogs!* =P
Going into Full time franchise trading, i realised that there's so much to be done. I see Arthur, i see Jet, i see myself. We are all doing the same biz, isn't it? But what the difference between you, me and him?
Ask me why...ask me why.....
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GOOD QUESTION!
Its all about How we see the business,
How we build the business,
and How much we BELIEVE in the business. AS simple as that.
Ambassardor level this coming March running. And go for Disneyland HK!!!
And....... last but not least....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! a gift from my beloved colleagues, Lihui, Joyce and Lynn from CitiBank N.A (millenia towers)
Today i woke up feeling shitty....
Wanted to go jogging and meet new friends, jogging mates in the weekends, but i failed.. woke up abt 10plus... damn..
Didn't get to meet Serene as she needs to chiong her work for Andrew...damn....
Didn't manage to get Jet to meet up with Wati....sian..
But, i decided to make a change! I decided to send an sms to GOD.
I shan't say what i asked of GOD. but, He seemed to have responded!
I went to office and met Wati myself. She told me how fantastic she felt after consuming Indinine for a period of time, her tennis-ball sized cyst in her womb shrinked!!!! Last time she used to feel "balls" rolling inside her whenever she rolls in her bed when she sleeps, now she dun feel it anymore!! She feels lighter, as if her cyst disappeared!! And just a few hours ago, she msged me to tell me HOw the mior bar helped her eczema legs which never healed for years!!! JUST 3 WASHES and its healing!!! FAST, SIMPLE AND EFFECTIVE!!! i feel i can take over the World with mior!!!!
Here's her msg:" OMG, d bar works on my eczema leg. Amazing Annie I suffered for years! show you my leg on monday. Oh God thank you WBG!"
I felt so touched and blessed.. Thank GOD for helping Wati. The doctor wanted to remove her womb, because the cyst was too big and causing very bad ladies problems for her... Now, her dad who is having neck cancer, is also taking Indinine. I sincerely pray to God that Indinine helps faster for her dad as well...
I met up with a couple who are interested to know Arthur and the Franchise Trading biz as well. They got the tickets now to the biz function this coming tues @ Singapore Power Building. Hope thr exporting the pdts, it will help their financial health. =)
Also met a guy from PJC today! Its been at least 4 years since the last i saw him. Not even close to him, but i just met him off the streets @ Adelphi area! Pin wanted to go IT fair to buy thumb drive, and he wanted to get a laptop, so we went together. Along the way, we chatted heartily, like close friends! It was quite a meet up. Had fun chatting while we walked all the way from funan, fight the crowd in citylink, the bridge across to suntec and up to the IT fair at conventional hall. As we chatted and get to more about him, we realised that he's an amazing guy, Quite choleric (good leadership skills to start off!), and he really enjoys helping youngsters! Too early to tell, but we were thinking, if he can helps us with growing the youth team, he'll be a great partner. =)
Went dinner @ cafe cartel and dessert @ Spinelli at Raffles City, realised that actually he's a quite rich guy, but no airs.. and sort of...i think he's feeling empty inside. Pin also feels that too. Wow, perhaps the biz's gonna really help him and find meaning in life! ;) Whah.....somemore ah..although he's kinda failed my height criteria (i set it at least 1.75m), he's very handsome!! hahahaAAH~ i'm dreaming i'm dreaming... :P He's a good brother to have. :)
Going rock climbing with him later! See whether there are chances to explore partnership. A great guy as a brother ;) Really thank God for blessing me... :)
Wow!!!
Its been a long time since i've suffered from so much pressure!!! WORST than SPS!!
A Long run for the 2 months running of mior bars...and i don't think i've worked hard enough.
Yes i didn't work hard enough, although i may seemed to have done alot of hits and runs, bang here and there and achieving not much results. Sad, but alot of experience gained. Hope that helps in the long run. Man!!!! I'm itching for more!!! MORE STRESS!! PEAK!! CLIMAX!!! (that doesn't sound right, whatever..haha!~*)
Yesterday session from Arthur was really great. Never before i experienced this kind of stress, not even exams!! Its a Wonderful stress...stretch our minds to think BIG!!! Never this stress which i ever felt in my whole life in WBG...never did we experience such kind of stress from any leaders from the team.. NEVER! We are really growing this time...
I never liked stress, but THIS stress i have been experiencing every single day from jan til now, i tried ALL kinds of ways to handle it. Run away, turn to korea dramas, watch movies, go out with old friends, goggle at handsome guys, pretend to do work but very less....ALL kinds of ways to run away!!! But IN THE END, i still have to face the music Because i desire the results that Arthur has been producing @ the weekly business functions. His review with us at every end of the session is amazing. Never fails to perk us up. More stress!! MORE STRESS!!!
Reach out to more people, daily. That's what i'm gonna make it as a habit. STRESS me more Arthur!!! Gimme more STRESS!!!!
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